Merp.

Okay so i tweeted something saying how im so sad that he wont be at the show this friday night and that it was one of the main reasons why i was going and all of the sudden i get flooded with hate from these random ass bitches saying i have no respect? like honestly if i had no respect, you think i would even take the time to tweet almost 10 tweets how i wish hes okay and how i wish i could be there for him? but of corse not people just see the one that is “bitchy” and “disrespectful” even though it really wasn’t….they are others saying how they want him dead instead or how they dont give two flying fucks that someone died, but here i am saying i care and feel bad but also how i wish that it didnt happen. i mean who wants a death to occur anyways? i do wish he is okay and so is his family. but still calling me disrespectful and a bitch and a slut cuz of one tweet, it’s not like im the fans right now waiting for him at the airport and at his house, now those girls dont have respect for him or his family at all. also do you think by name calling me, its gonna hurt my feelings or something? cuz it wont, especially since y’all are just some random little girls i dont even know. ive gone through some serious shit, being called names by my own father and worse things called at me, you think that a 17 year old or a 14 year old calling me is gonna make me breakdown? well guess again, im much stronger than that. so pour in the hate if you guys want, it wont do me any good and it wont do yourself any good as well, what would you get out of it? nothing. but i love you zayn, my prayers are with you and your family <3

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I swear if anyone goes to Zayn’s house right now I will hunt you down 

i use the falsies one but sometimes i get clumps and i hate how if i dont take it all off it leaves like black circles around my eyes. i mean its not that bad but i wanna try something new! any suggestions? i have small, think eyelashes and i want people to notice them more lol i wanna notice them more! help me! what are some good mascara products?